Bigger Than My Shoes

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I'm sick.
Amazing, right? Spending the entire night coughing my lungs out. So Comfy.
No seriously, I feel like I'm falling to pieces, and no one's spoiling meee.. *whines*

Well.. aside from Gui.

Anyway, I got a new compie!! hurray!! How cool is that?! Now I finally have a compie that follows my trail of thought.. and respects my speed... (I'm so overly sentimental about things that I keep my old one under my desk.. how sad am I, huh?! =P ).
I hate Bill Gates tho, and Microsoft, and stupid Windows Vista, which bugged me for like TWO weeks, until it decided to recognize my MP3 player! gah.

It's all cool now, tho.

And now I'm thinking of getting a new cutey cellphone.
I've been hooking of "flip-flop" cells (I call them that..) and I just found a cute soft-and-not-annoying pink one that's utterly cute. I wonder if it's look cute with stickers.
Oh, yeah, I've been kinda obsessing over jap stuff once again. and fashion scene, tho I don't really wanna take fashion design.. that'd be limiting. I wanna take Painting ina Arts Univ (yeah, and that's not limiting.. lol) but seriously, I wanna illustrate stuff, so that's cool (manga-ka *dreamy dreamy* manga-ka).

I'm starting second term next monday... One more term to...humm... do nothing. I hate the stupid getaway I chose: Arts History.. me!? the person who simply cant STUDY shit! Ironic!
The thing is, I'm actually a little glad for starting classes... I'm like dying of boredom these days. I mean, I have Gui and all, and we are like together most of the time and its amazing, but sometimes it get a little desperate and I'm starting to be really annoyed at everything and everyone and I don't like hurting him, or my friends and sister. It's unfair. 
So I hope with classes I can entertain myself a little, since I can't always be kidnapping Gui from his classes and everyone else's already busy.

Gah, I dream too much sometimes. I truly think I don't belong in this country. I wanna be somewhere else! struggle somewhere else.. in here you just seem to go with the tide and drown in the boredom and corporate stuff... It's like there are four wall all around you and I'm fucking creative! They don't give me any paint to paint on these walls! I'm so tired.

That's why I wanna try it somewhere else.
Maybe I can concentrate.
Maybe I can start writing again.
=P
I really want that!

So, anyway, out of the blue: I'M FUCKING GOING TO SEE THE CURE!! AND FUCKING 65DAYSOFSTATIC!! how cool is that?!!
And i was so lucky, because the ticks sold out! and the news came out and Gui, my sis and her bf and me didn't have the ticks.. so we were devastated. But the next day my sister went to this place near her job and they still had ticks!! i was head over hills!! so cool!


ok.. I'm tired.. gonna wander off...
probably dance =P
(i'm hyper now.. gosh, how i hate mood swings)

I'm just talking to a new univ friend about the scary-slash-odd events of this afternoon... LOL seriously, it makes me laugh to one point.. but it was really... awkward and... *shudders* creepy...

It all started last friday, when I received a strange phone call from an old lady. She got my number from a notebook she found lying around on the Gulbenkian gardens. So my friend forgot her notebook and this old lady acted as a good samaritan and took it home and contacted me.

Until now, nothing that odd.

And that's until today...

When we went over to the old lady's house to get the notebook.

The crazy old lady was a religious freak and a hardcore Sporting football club fan! While we were looking for our way, she even called crying telling us that only disgrace would happen to her...

Wanna know what she called disgrace?! breaking her Sporting glass and stupidly locking the door (without having the key) to the room where she put the notebook.

Then she proceeded to tell us her story and keep us in that saint-filled living room... Until we finally got away...

Next wednesday we're going ack to get the book...


she had a f*cking right with Deus (God) written on it    O_O


freeeeeeeeeeaky...

I got into college!!

Arts History at Universidade Nova de Ciencias Sociais de Lisboa. =D It's awesome!! and tomorrow it's my fist class...starts at noon... I'm shivering... I'm scared.. I'm enthusiastic... I'm... Alive.

I'm really scared because, along with me, only two other girls got in, and I'm going to completely fall there, knowing no one and nothing at all. It's going to be extremely awkward but I'll try my best to be social.. gah.. I'm so freaking out! I think I'm going to monopolize a friend of mine and make him go to class with me.. ah, I'm such a baby.. ehe

No, not really, I'm not gonna do that...

Either way, and so tomorrow me and my boyfriend went to the RUFUS WAINWRIGHT CONCERT, to which I won the tickets!
The seats weren't the greatest ones, but I could see everything and it was great, I had no head in front of me.. aha!

Rufus was awesome, and he and his band put on a AMAZING SHOW, I can say that it was the greatest show I've been to this year!

here's the set list:

1st Part - Clothing: Red & White Striped Suit

Release The Stars
Going To A Town
   speech in which he talked about the carriage museum here in Belem and called himself a little princess without a throne
Sanssouci
Rules and Regulations
Danny Boy
Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk
Art Teacher
Tiergarten
   speech in which he talks about the streets here in downtown Portugal and compares them to Paris' ones
Leaving For Paris
Between My Legs  his yoga teacher does the vocals at the end of the song.

2nd Part - Clothing: Australian Tipical Clothing

The Consort
Do I Disappoint You
Foggy Day In London
If Love Were All
Nobody's Off The Hook
Beautiful Child
Not Ready To Love
Slideshow
Macushla
   Irish traditional song which he sang without microphone, Opera-like, and his amazing voice was heard throughout the entire coliseum
14th Street
   Afterwords they sand Happy Birthday to Matt, the drummer.

ENCORE - Entered with a white bathrobe

I Don't Know What It Is
Poses
Barcelona
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
   All of which sand with his mom playing the piano

ENCORE #2 - He sat down on a chair while the crew took the piano from the way, pun on clip earrings, make-up and high heel shoes and when he took off the bathrobe he was with tights and a suit coat, as if a little dress, and he put a black hat on =P

Get Happy
   with an amazing and funny cabaret style and dance.
Gay Messiah


It was amazing!!
Gosh, I wish I could go back! I'm so happy right now.

Here's a photo of him

http://blitz.aeiou.pt/users/0/80/a224a3b1.jpeg

Yesterday the play was cool =)  I had a ride from a friend, her second time driving or something.. I survived ehe

And my boyfriend discovered something really interesting..

To cut a long story short, my boyfriend and a couple of friends had a band, he was the singer. The drummer was a hire drummer, but the other two were his best-friends... Turns out one of them, the guitarist is a complete asshole and used a song they all came up with an preformed last December and entered the Xbox contest with it, saying that he created it for the contest, INSPIRED BY THE F*CKING FABLE II GAME!!

And we WON!

He gave interviews, and did he mention the band, the whole writing process, the whole creation process with his friends?! No he did not. He was a solo artist. It was HIS song! How low can a person get?!

Anyway, so then he got all "oooh please *cry cry cry* forgive me!! please please please *cry cry cry*"

The band gave him a second chance (much to my personal displeasure... I warned my boyfriends I didn't like it, but I didn't want to mess the whole friendship up..), mostly because they were opening for a gig of other fellow band (Death Karaoke). 

My boyfriend decided to call the band "On Beauty".

Two rehearsals it was all it took for my boyfriend to call him and quit the band. And so did the bass player. And so the band went kaput and there's no more On Beauty for no one.

What amazes me was that in a RECENT interview with the bastard, after he went on studio to record his motherfucking song (Heavy Falling Feather, the new improve version of the way-better Falling Feather, which lyrics are actually at my place right now, along with the video of the performance), he mentioned to the paper that he was part of a four-piece band called On Beauty!!

What part of the break off didn't he get?
He's hated by everyone who was once his friend.
He's hated by everyone who had a glimpse of what he is.

But that's not the point, the very interesting thing we discovered is that, his dad, who's admin of the Siemens here in Portugal, screwed a few guys over to get to the top. Like father like son.

Those people shouldn't even be allowed... something!
Gosh I hate people like that, no character, no good.